Dear Colleagues,
I write to recommend that the faculty of Washington and Lee
University vote to suspend classes for Martin Luther King Day.
I tell you this based on my experiences as a member of the
Ohlone-Costanoan Esselen Nation of the Greater Monterey Bay Area in California;
but I also recommend suspension of classes in my other, less-visible identity
as a direct descendent (on my mother’s side) of Confederate General Richard Montgomery Gano, a man who held, bought and sold enslaved people. Gano is
my Great-Great Grandfather.
My Confederate inheritance is neither as visible as my
Native American identity, nor is it something that I have given much thought to
– until coming to W&L ten years ago.
I want to try to tell you what it is like to negotiate these
two identities as part of my argument for suspending classes for MLK Day.
As a woman who presents as "different" - that is, not white -- I have experienced my share of micro-aggressions here on campus and in our small town:
the time that I was stopped by a staff member from entering a Dean's luncheon
because "this is only for professors," or the several students over the years who have asked me to
explain how they might prove "some Indian blood" and get
scholarships for grad school (and no, for the record, I received no money for any higher ed efforts - not undergrad or grad school--there is no 'free education' for Indians in the United States).
None of these incidents came out of intentional
mean-spiritedness; but they were all part of a pervasive, uninformed cultural
world view that is deeply exhausting for those of us whose lives are directly
affected. Now in my eleventh year at
W&L, I find myself worn down by such incidents, large and small.
Faculty debate over whether or not W&L should cancel classes in honor of MLK Day reminded me that somehow, I have lived fifty-three years without making the connection between having a Confederate General for a Great-Great Grandfather, and wondering whether or not this ancestor owned human beings. I knew that General Gano was considered a Confederate hero; I knew that he had famously collaborated with General (and Principal Chief of the Cherokee Nation 1862-1866) Stand Watie at what is considered to be the greatest Confederate victory in Indian Territory, which took place at Cabin Creek during mid-September 1864, when Stand Watie and General Richard Montgomery Gano led a raid that captured a Federal wagon train and netted approximately $1 million dollars worth of wagons, mules, commissary supplies, and other needed items (Native involvement in the Civil War was all about trying to hang onto land and sovereignty - it didn't work). Talk about complexities piled on top of complexities!
Ignorance – it’s so easy to ignore, isn’t it? General Gano crossed my mind like a great big gray elephant in the sky, and for the first time, it hit me: he was from a wealthy Southern family. The Ganos must have participated in the enslavement of black human beings. Why had I never thought to look?
Faculty debate over whether or not W&L should cancel classes in honor of MLK Day reminded me that somehow, I have lived fifty-three years without making the connection between having a Confederate General for a Great-Great Grandfather, and wondering whether or not this ancestor owned human beings. I knew that General Gano was considered a Confederate hero; I knew that he had famously collaborated with General (and Principal Chief of the Cherokee Nation 1862-1866) Stand Watie at what is considered to be the greatest Confederate victory in Indian Territory, which took place at Cabin Creek during mid-September 1864, when Stand Watie and General Richard Montgomery Gano led a raid that captured a Federal wagon train and netted approximately $1 million dollars worth of wagons, mules, commissary supplies, and other needed items (Native involvement in the Civil War was all about trying to hang onto land and sovereignty - it didn't work). Talk about complexities piled on top of complexities!
Ignorance – it’s so easy to ignore, isn’t it? General Gano crossed my mind like a great big gray elephant in the sky, and for the first time, it hit me: he was from a wealthy Southern family. The Ganos must have participated in the enslavement of black human beings. Why had I never thought to look?
Within five minutes of entering the search terms “General
Gano Confederate slaves” into Google, I uncovered mention of my Great-Great
Grandfather in The Federal Writers’ Project archive. His name came up in the
interview of Hattie Mason, a Black woman who was enslaved. Hattie and three of her siblings were
“given” to Richard M. Gano’s wife Martha as a wedding gift; Hattie and her
siblings traveled with the Ganos from Kentucky to Texas as enslaved people in that
household.
In 1936, the year after my mother was born, Hattie Mason told a woman from The Federal Writers’ Project,
Let me tell you, I am
ashamed of the relief I feel at
reading this brief narrative, which seems to put my Great-Great-Grandfather
into the position of a “good master.” (Wait. Did I just write that?) Of course, earlier in the narrative, Hattie also tells the interviewer that when her
brother married a woman "belonging" to a neighboring farmer, that brother was sold to the
neighbor. Hattie may not have seen enslaved people “sold at auction,” but she definitely knew the pain of having family
members sold away like livestock.
Look, I just did it: the classic “passive voice” that
creates historical ignorance with one hand and historical trauma with the
other.
Revision: Hattie may
not have seen enslaved people “sold at auction,” but she definitely knew the pain of seeing my great-great-grandfather sell away
a member of her family like livestock.
What do I do with this information? How does it change how I think about myself
as a woman of color? Should I be ashamed
of my Gano ancestry, which comes to me through my beloved grandmother? Should I hide it, never speak of it,
emphasize instead the Native Ancestors from whom I have always drawn such
strength? Even my “bad Indian” Ancestors
-- thieves, alcoholics, murderers -- have
been examples of resistance and survival to me.
But what do I do with a Confederate General who participated in the enslavement of human beings?!
Not incidentally, a little more research on my part reveals that Harriet Mason, aka "Aunt Hattie," was also interviewed by Sue Higgins around the same time, and gave a more realistic account of her enslaved childhood, adding that upon being moved to Lexington at seven years old by her "old missis" - away from her mother - Harriet tried to run away to get back to her mother. She says, "Mas'r Gano told me if I didn't come the sheriff would git me. I never liked to go to Lexington since." Read between the lines: "I never liked" clearly means, Harriet was punished so badly that she couldn't even consider running away again. Harriet Mason also told Sue Higgins that at one point, her missis had her brother Sam "whoop" Harriet, and noted, "Every time he hit me, I hit him. I wasn't feared then. I didn't know better." She does not go into detail about how she finally did "know better," but it is clear that she was "taught" not to resist when she continues, "I used to say I wished I'd died when I was little." The heart-broken person who spoke those words could not tell her whole story; instead, she gives us this image of a life so painful, she wanted to disappear.
Why would Harriet get two such different accounts of her enslavement by my Great-great Grandfather Gano's family? Personally, I can think of many reasons, ranging from the personality of the interviewer, the timing, her sense of security, and a lifetime of self-censorship surrounding anything one told a white person.
Not incidentally, a little more research on my part reveals that Harriet Mason, aka "Aunt Hattie," was also interviewed by Sue Higgins around the same time, and gave a more realistic account of her enslaved childhood, adding that upon being moved to Lexington at seven years old by her "old missis" - away from her mother - Harriet tried to run away to get back to her mother. She says, "Mas'r Gano told me if I didn't come the sheriff would git me. I never liked to go to Lexington since." Read between the lines: "I never liked" clearly means, Harriet was punished so badly that she couldn't even consider running away again. Harriet Mason also told Sue Higgins that at one point, her missis had her brother Sam "whoop" Harriet, and noted, "Every time he hit me, I hit him. I wasn't feared then. I didn't know better." She does not go into detail about how she finally did "know better," but it is clear that she was "taught" not to resist when she continues, "I used to say I wished I'd died when I was little." The heart-broken person who spoke those words could not tell her whole story; instead, she gives us this image of a life so painful, she wanted to disappear.
Why would Harriet get two such different accounts of her enslavement by my Great-great Grandfather Gano's family? Personally, I can think of many reasons, ranging from the personality of the interviewer, the timing, her sense of security, and a lifetime of self-censorship surrounding anything one told a white person.
This week, I have realized that this new information allows
me to feel compassion for the ways in which the American educational system have
failed us all.
This week, I had to imagine another kind of life for myself,
a life in which my father’s Native American legacy was absent or did not become
part of my identity – a life in which my Great-Great Grandfather’s role as a
Confederate General and as an owner of enslaved people might have been held up to me by my
family and my culture as a model of courage, loyalty and empowerment. If General Richard Montgomery Gano had not moved
from Texas to Illinois, and if his son Daniel, my Great-grandfather, had not
moved to Nebraska, and if Doris Gano, my grandmother, had not moved to
California, where my mother was born and where she met my Native American
father, I might very well have been a child raised in ignorance, unaware (and
not needing to become aware) of inequality, injustice, and the ugly foundations
of this country -- because it is certainly not something I learned in public school.
Instead, history happened.
History put me in a body that could not pass as white, and the
mysterious thing we call identity
resonated with genocide rather than Confederate generals. It’s really scary when you start to think of
genocide as a lucky thing to inherit. I
wouldn’t wish it on anyone. But my
position as a mixed-race woman really does give me insights and experiences that
many mainstream, straight white people do not have – at least, about race.
And for that bloody gift, I am grateful.
And for that bloody gift, I am grateful.
In California, fourth graders still make cute little mission
dioramas with “Mission Indians” adoring the Padres and working the fields,
while “restored” Missions play a huge part in Southern California’s tourism
economy; this, despite the fact that we know the Missionization of California
Indians killed 90% of the pre-contact population and laid the groundwork for
ongoing poverty, suicides, sexual violence and illiteracy that plague
California Indians today. California Indians were bought and sold in Los Angeles and other hubs throughout the Gold Rush and long past the Emancipation Proclamation. The Educational system in
California fails students from preschool all the way
through grad school when it comes to understanding that California’s history
and wealth is built on the backs of dead Indians.
Sound familiar? In Lexington,
we are still arguing over the legacies of the Confederacy's past, using euphemisms like
“antebellum” and “state’s rights” while encouraging tourism that perpetuates a
mythology much like that of my home state.
Children here are failed by their educational systems from preschool all
the way through grad school when it comes to understanding that Virginia’s
history and wealth is built on the backs of enslaved people, and that historical trauma
is perpetuated by a multitude of intentional and unintentional forms of racism.
Let me be clear. I am not advocating that we shame the descendents of Confederate soldiers or families; I am not visiting the sins of the fathers on their children. But I am asking why our educational system allows some students - mostly, white-identifying students - the privilege to to ignore a painful, unjust history while other students - mostly, students of color - must live with the Historical Trauma after-effects for their entire lives. And nobody questions this system.
Let me be clear. I am not advocating that we shame the descendents of Confederate soldiers or families; I am not visiting the sins of the fathers on their children. But I am asking why our educational system allows some students - mostly, white-identifying students - the privilege to to ignore a painful, unjust history while other students - mostly, students of color - must live with the Historical Trauma after-effects for their entire lives. And nobody questions this system.
So for me, honoring MLK Day with the cancellation of classes
as we do for many other honorable causes
is a no-brainer. Sometimes it's as
simple as being able to say: my university honors the struggle for civil rights
and equality for people of color the same
way it honors its white heroes.
Would that help when I struggle to attract students to literature
classes featuring predominantly non-white authors? or when I enter a faculty meeting and scan
the room for another person of color? or
when I counsel a glbtq student being teased because of "dressing like a
boy"?
Actually, yes. Yes it
would. It wouldn't bring about world
peace or cure cancer, but it would sure make it easier for me to walk around a
little less burdened by the history of this place; it would make it easier for
me to recruit job candidates and answer their questions about the atmosphere
and culture of Lexington and W&L; it would help me breathe easier when I meet with prospective students of color; it would feel like my colleagues care
about my well-being, the well-being of under-represented students, and the well-being of a university entering the
twenty-first century with an agenda for reality.
It would make it more possible for me and other
non-mainstream scholars to come, to stay, to educate, to recruit, and to
continue making W&L an outstanding institution.
But it would also do something important that we often
overlook in these discussions: it would allow us to educate our students,
all of our students, with clarity of intent and purpose, about the realities of
life in this country for all people. It
would help create better citizens, stronger scholars, and more aware human
beings by removing ugliness from hidden corners and from beneath invisibility
cloaks. A legal, officially recognized
holiday for a Black man who fought against the legacies of enslavement is a way of
accepting the responsibilities which being a citizen of the United States
requires, and of teaching those responsibilities to our mostly privileged students.
Putting MLK Day on W&L’s calendar puts our struggle
against inequality on the map, on the
academic agenda. It acknowledges our awareness, officially recognizes our
efforts, in the same way that other historic efforts are recognized.
Put aside discussion of the logistics for now. We juggle logistics every day; it’s what we
get paid to do. We’ve got a university
full of smart people who can find a way, make a way.
What matters is this:
What is the right thing to do?
Respectfully,
Deborah Miranda
Dr.
Deborah A. Miranda, John Lucian Smith Professor of English
204
W. Washington St.
Washington
and Lee University
Lexington,
VA 24450
Beautifully and reasonably presented. How could anyone say no to this?
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